Twisted Conscious

I had witnessed a shade in the dark of the night,
Like a shadow of my own consciousness but something wasn't right,
The shape ot had casted was deformed and uncoordinated with the light,
Could it be a memory or a terrifying rendering of a magnificant sight,
The harsh facts of the matter were clearly not known,
Thoughts proccess differently and you feel as if ideas are not your own,
Almost able to feel the mind sinking into the depths of the unknown,
Could a sudden realization bring light to the unsettling winds blown?