Ugly

Names and games are part of this shame
Faith and love only brings pain
I can not remain sane
I can not be the one always taking blame so I beat my heart feeling ugly...
I take upon this claim
No one around to consider me insane
Yet I let memories ruin my brain
Causing my heart to become bloody
So I beat my heart feeling ugly...
Sometimes you see me as funny
In reality I'm just being the dummy
Giving you something no worthy
Know you was never for me
So I beat my heart feeling ugly...
Bug like feeling in my tummy
Bouncing around like some monkey
Wishing I could make you feel lucky
Instead of you making me feel dusty
So I beat my heart feeling ugly