Undeclared Addiction
Fate and fear turned cold as ice
Love and hate will become spliced
Cracking love with hacking pain
Plans hijacked canβt stay the same
Waiting, longing, piercing calling
Unanswered woes for practiced stalling
Inevitable responses, awaiting recognition
Far beyond simply the guilt of my admission
Cognition fails when willpower falters
Permission pales when broken promises alter
Your suspicions, my omissions, her additions
Our addiction to the drama, heartbreak, pain and fighting
You didnβt ask for much, more and less than I was providing
I couldnβt be true, honest, faithful to myself
Attempted atonement in a heartfelt farewell
Ruined by the guilt, cowardice, weakness, manipulation
I knew I had to break your only stipulation
Undeserving, unaware, disgraceful, unprepared
My true feelings and desires, the only ones undeclared
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interesting poem linda j wright
wonderful ink. welcome to cosmofunnel
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Hey SAMANTHA!!..... wow!..... this has a number VERY powerful and compellingly brilliant phrases..... it felt like I was reading your private journal of poetic prose and cleverly woven rhymes throughout.... because much of this was so honest and forthright in its sad admission of VERY painful heartbreak!!..... great use of alliteration here as well!!......but I can't say enough about well you handled the rhythm and timing of this write.....ALL STARS!!..... well done dear poet sister!!.... and..... WELCOME to COSMO!!.....LOVE & ROCKETS!!.....T xo ???β₯
If you can always remain true to your feelings and who you are as a person and an individual, then sometimes...sometimes...you must break a few hearts along the way when doing so.
Hey, no body said that life, love and all things in between would always be easy.
At times, loving someone who you know in your heart of hearts that does not love you in return is hell.
Well done, Samantha
~Dean Kuch