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I cant say I didnt have the best intentions!

It was always supposed to be us!

You and I!

Then getting high became addictive! Love grew to hatred!

And with it brought confliction!

we'd depict this perfect picture

but inside we'd die a little waging wars with out a victor!

No comprehension!

no communication!

Just absurd accusations

on a day to day basis!

Dig each others dirt!

Expose the hurt!

I dont know!

Maybe it was to prevent our hearts from breaking!

Or to be complacent!

But all for what?

Sure as hell didn't stop the aching!

Did we fake it?

Now were breaking

Stale feelings and an inner vacancy!

Lonely nights with us side by side

Couldn't connect our minds!

Couldnt speak our truths

Couldn't speak at all!

And now the hatred rises

You despise me for all that i am

And as the anger builds in you

Peace grows within me!

My soul is freeing

The clutches you once held loosen

I climb from the darkness you dwell within and I break free to a different perspective of life!

I cam breathe again

You dont hold me down

I rise

I believe again

Im okay!