untitled (9-3-24)

i messed up 
user to the used  abused  confused
diluted in delusions  of what to do 
a pain to others a pain  for self
a pain living on in depth

but awareness is still a problem
no where to go nowhere to solve it
me and my  cares for which i do not care
standing up in  me  as hairs

and i declare there  is root  to the growing weed
that i need to deplete
of my own self of my own deceit