Untitled II

Sometmes I want to follow her insanity

I want to smash my head gainst the wall
To shave off all my hair
To clown out my loss of face

Binge on junk food for two years straight

Then smoke like chimney for a further year more

Before burning my self with the ash,
Cutting myself with blades
And smashing out my teeth

Is it for attention
What does that even mean?

I kinda wish I was him
Speeding in that stolen car

He drinks until he can't see the pain

Then crucifies the world before sunrise

I am starting to get it

What's the point of trying to be good

To do right

Be caring

Love people

So many crocodile tears filled with the stolen screams of silenced children

And my heart implodes like a glass bulb

The light of reason goes out

Night falls

All bleeds black blood

Dead blood

Lifeless blood

Lifeless