Upon Those Words She Chose to Leave Behind

I did not
merely stumble blindly
upon
those words
she left behind in such
exquisite
and likewise,
well-rehearsed disarray ..
And nor
did I by any chance,
as you might well imagine,
upon her sudden,
unscheduled departure ..
Since we
both knew I would,
one day return,
to firstly kneel and then,
lay prone
beside them all ..
While quaffing each
last drop of them and so
very deeply ..
For it is there
I shall remain, till done ..
And thus,
my final abreaction is both
quietly and
so very solemnly completed ..
Indeed then,
and only then, dare I squeeze
that last drop of the poison in ..