very bloody dead

O boy! 
Marion.. 
“can't you ask god 
for one phone call
son... i swear
i'll not speak long.”

These words cut to the heart.. really hit home.
I have sons that haven’t spoken to me over 7 years..
i had to inject myself with numbness.. and telling myself that it’s ok, when it’s not.
i love my sons.. all three of them.. but who am I to judge.. we all choose the paths we walk.
and mine must be the path of prayer for their health,safety and well-being.
beside that. I continue to live my life without their voices.
‘Thank you for sharing.

I am lost for a single appropriate one Chuck x

A hotline to Heaven — for the bereaved — for as long as they need. It would certainly help (albeit a teensy, weeny, tiny bit) for the immense pain suffered x

I have no words to describe th eimpact this has... way too spot on a hurt we all know and do not share (afraid to be a burden to others)..

Holy f... I felt there was more to it. I know (from lesser trauma) that people want you to shut up about it. We also live a very quiet life me seeing almist only clients and collegues, my wife nobody but me. Once every 3 months or so we see either stepmum and half sister or my brother and wife. We do not connect with society well. All the hugs you need ❤️ (dinner now) 
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I did enjoy dinner, the wife is a CHEF,