WANTED: "Spade" -- Contact: King of Fools

If he who saves souls is wise

Then I am still the king of fools

I don't know how I keep managing to lose them, even though I'm found

Is it cause I don't let go, let my self drown

Should I sell the Truth for lies without hesitation

Is that what is meant by submerge in incarnation

Down to the level of blind in the dark

A shepherd that's waiting to be fed to the shark

Like one with two left feet, all thumbs

I don't know what to do

I thought I could point out The Way but now I've stepped in dung

And of course it is home grown

So much egg on my face

Who would want to trust a watcher

Drabbed in such disgrace

Oh woe is me I know a light

But I just can't get the point out right

Moses had better odds with his stutter

And Job with his calamity

Jonah didn't even wanna dance

And still he had a better chance

The spirit is willing and heart is bleeding

I dare say like a father

But my flesh and tongue betray me

I damage like a monster

The ones I love crushed under hoof

Why should they even contemplate

Living under my roof

Oh shame, oh shame

Oh shame