WAR

Today's the day we  dress in uniform , the day our lives feel as though they are no longer the norm , while there families hug smile and say Farwell too, see you next time as  this job ain't nothing new it's royal hell just to see 1 day through, oh God it's to much, I hate feeling this rush ugh man it's just to much will I live today die today throw all my dreams away the waiting feels so slow as though there's no tomorrow , the nights so lonely man my heart filled with sorrow  this just shouldn't be why do I feel so empty  why do I feel I lost a whole piece of me? just why are these voices 

and noises still stuck in my head fuck man fuck  just wanna rest my head? but instead I continue to dodge bullets and bombs as the time passes full of toxic fumes and gasses I continue to pray to God as time feels like malasses , counting down the days till I see my family husband wife and children , this is my job man this is our mission to continue to fight for our families get out the hatred lies and dispositions  let's teach our kids how to be how to learn responsibility teach them not to fight only for what they wanted teach them how to love never to push and shove , put the guns down y'all it's we  who gonna build this wall no hate, let's reinerate let's get back our fate that God's gonna take these worries off our plate  it's nice to finally eat a beautiful meal while we sit with our families talking bout how we feel ,I'm gonna take my worries put them at God's feet while these ladies and gentleman continue to defeat , there should be no war no trile no error I feel we are all at blame let's take a good look in the mirror , your to tall your to small  how come you feel that you should have it all , why do you feel that you shouldn't fall that's the way we were taught and thats the way we have learned so take them mistakes use them as a lesson learned cause we only get one chance we only get one life why continue to live in pain there's gonna always be that storm before the rain  why continue to travel  on with the same thing it's the fight and protection that they bring so lets continue in life rather your right or wrong there's always another day  so be happy and stay strong while we continue to preach our children on about what's right and what's wrong we need to make this world safe again we need to stop playing pretend, thinking this war is bout to end but the truth be told it's beyond our control  we been dealing with this problem for way to long so let's place this in Gods hands as we continue to be about what's wrong and  what's right and stay strong  God has bigger plans as we stand together now and forever, I wish I may I wish I might  empower the words to end this fight.