What comes to mind

When I write, my life ,my past ,my present, my future,
what comes to mind ,my family my friends ,my relatives ,
what comes to mind my ambition to write ,
my desire to improve my skill,
to be all I can be in my thoughts, if it's possible,,
to leave the drab,dreary, world and live a beautiful ,
existence , in the world of ideas, imagination, creativity ,
 hopes ,dreams, realities, what comes to mind is to 
convey, my innermost thoughts ,and display them on paper,
to be a poetess in 2020 with,  talent that's what comes to mind.