What Do I Bring To Your Life...

What do you actually see when you look at me...?
Do I surround you with the beauty that's in & around...
Do I open a new look that's generous & kind... 
Do you see that its ok to just appreciate all the things you've come to hate... 
Do you see the human in me...?
Or is there no fresh look...
There's nothing, I'm someone, something you just don't see...?
How do you feel in my company...?
Do you feel all the acceptance & compassion that my aura brings...
Do I make you feel safe in what surrounds & comes from within me...?
Or do you feel threated, insecure, unsure... intimidation from me...?
What do you hear when I speak...?
Do you hear all the encouraging things to give you wings I say...?
Or do you wish my voice would just go away...?
How do I express so much love yet sit here so sad...
It hurts so bad...
What do I bring to your life...?
Am I there standing, strong encouraging & supporting you...?
Or am I really shit at what I do & I'm lying to myself as well as you...?
Do I make you feel like you can fly, Or do I make you feel its not even worth the try...?
Am I everything you need me to be at every given time...
Happy, sad, rain or shine...
What do I bring to your life, because you bring nothing but fucking headaches to mine...
Not occasionally either, All the fucking time...
You are far from my favourite waste of time...
What do I bring to your life...?
Everything & nothing at the same time...