What does the future hold

What does the future hold 
What is to become of me.
What does life have in store 
How hard is it going to be. 

Every night when I'm alone 
This is what goes through my head. 
Will it be so difficult 
That I'll wish that I was dead. 

Will I be able to show the same strength 
That my mum showed to me. 
Am I the woman 
That she brought me up to be.

I pray every night 
For the strength to carry on 
And thank god for the angels 
He sent to keep me strong. 

God bless my son and daughter 
They make me feel so proud 
They are my own creation 
I want to shout this out loud. 

Then there are my girls
Like stars shining up above
Filling my days with fun and laughter 
And un devoted love.

Then my rock and strength
A man who has managed to change my life 
By giving up everything
And asking me to be his wife 

God make me worthy of the love 
That these angel's bestow lovingly 
And give me the strength 
wto face the path opening up in front of me. 

And Lord when I stumble 
And to the ground I fall.
Hold my hand and lift me up.
For I'll need you most of all.