What should I do? (Regional Korea)

What should I do?

I am so old, As old as the Eastern sea,

My second Home Daehan Min-guk...You are
so far away in years and miles.

I try and try to learn to speak my ancestor's
tongue. I fail to hear you say, please come to me!

Why can't I just travel to meet my home,
Of my past. Where I belong!

Why was I cursed to be born?
In the wrong place and time.

I am so old, As old as the Eastern sea,

My broken heart
Is stopping me from
Holding you in my arms,

From touching you 
From kissing you.

I am so old, As old as the Eastern sea,

My Korea!

Should I just die,
and hope!
My next life will bring me back home,
Back into your arms where I belong,

I miss you so much!
I would rather be a poor farmer,
In the land of Dae Han Min-guk....
Then a lonely old man in 
Living in this land far to the West...

I dream of you every night,
I love you Korea...

Should I just take a chance 
of flying to my home of my past.

Will it be worth being buried
at Yanghwajin,

Just, to see, 
the face of my Seoul?

I am so old, as old as the Eastern sea, 
My love Korea...

What should I do?

(c) 2014 Ronald J Chapman