When smiling shes crying

When smiling she's crying
 look at her eyes when she smiles 
See those tears shoes crying for strength to keep going
She cried because of rumors and names
See that smile 
She's faking
She didn't wan live anymore
She see tried several attempts at suicide
She blamed herself and she cut 
She skipped meals
She has severe deppersion 
She has to fight everyday 
That girls seat you took in class today member?
Yeah...She sits there so when the lights go out she cries 
It hurt her
It felt like you just called her worthless
She cried and you laughed 
Damage had already been done before
She felt like she should be used to it by now
Every time it hurts worse and worse
Sometimes she wonders why shoes here
She just wanted to be happy
That girl you were mean to had a complete melt down
She finnaly gave up on herself