Where do I belong in this world?

Where do I belong in this world?
Do I belong with a hard future but have a happy family,
Will I have a job but not enjoy it,
Will the future turn for the better,
Would it be worth everything?

Where do I belong in this world?
Do I belong with a happy future,
Will I have a job I'm happy with,
Will I have a wife and children,
Would I feel happy,
Would I still see my family often,
Would it be worth the pain,
Would it burn in flames?

Where do I belong in this world?
Do I belong with a happy future?
But what is happy a happy future
Every meaning is different but things the same something you enjoy it and glad to be part of it.

Where do I belong in this world?
Do I belong with a successful future?
An important job,
A caring, loving and supporting family including a wife and kids,
Will this future change the world?
With this future would I be happy,
How much would I have to sacrifice?
Would this help me?

Where do I belong in this worl
Do I belong with a successful future?
What is successful?
Every meaning is different but isn't that a good thing.
An important job is not the same to every single person.
For me the is no single important job but all the same.
Would a successful future help me or would it be annoying? 

Does my future matter what it is?
What it will be is mine and that is all that matters.
If it is completely different to what I dream of doesn't matter as long as I am happy.
But what ever it is I hope that pain I go through will be worth it!