Where Emotions Wear On The Sleeve
Such a cruel joke,
Love's laughter echoes
Through my mind
Subconscious chimes
Might as well go on living
In the land of the blind.
All this hurt
Doubles in pain
Memory unable to...
Be swiped clean,
Getting ready for healing
Ha! I'd rather stick my head in a guillotine.
I made a vow
If I, at first don't succeed
Closing myself off, losing key
Bricking it up
Instead of holding my heart watching it bleed.
So it's bled internal
In hopes to get control
Of this inferno,
So im sad
And I let it show
Leave the mask wearing up to you,
Reflections reveal in short amounts of time
Apologies become overdue;
Instead of end, we begin again
I must be mentally handicapped
Because still.....I love you.
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Comments
Great write super ending!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks Mark, iam...im special. Somewhere in the back of my mind there's yelling what is wrong with you, my reply love.
Thank you so much for saying that, honestly it would be tough but with a large amount of time I could probably love again. For now im holding on to the right one, but you can see how much she gets me going lol. I started writing this last night and finished this morning and im glad I did because I never would have finished. You are such an awesome person to support me like this, I feel like something is wrong with me for having these fights affect me so bad. Much love to you, and I say to you please don't ever change
Hey Devon I definitely wear my heart on my sleeve . I take on took much upon myself and yell but there is no relief .this was from my first marriage. Â Since being single but now with cherie I still have my moments of insecurities. Â It takes alot to get over a separation and divorce and then to open your heart back is a scary thing at first but it was worth the wait . I feel your emotions and hear what yiu are saying. Your friend rockÂ
What's up Rock. Sometimes this way to be is a blessing and a curse. Thanks for relating man, im in better spirits than when I wrote this. Cheers.