Where Has All The Time Gone (Part 1)

It seems like yesterday
 But, Oh so long ago
 I was just a Boy
 Untouched from the disarray
 And guilty Pleasures, This
 World, had waiting for me
 A Boy, with Ambitions
 Inside a locker, looking out
 Not a Popular Boy, by any means
 But still a Boy, with Dreams
 Dreams of being Rambo
 A Doctor, A Physicist
 Dreams of a Life
 Far from, The One I'm Living Today
 A Life, I'd Never Change, Now
 A Boy, who grew up to quickly
 Into the Man I Have Now Become
 A Man, reflecting on a Past
 Learning from Mistakes, I keep making
 Replaying of Memories, that never Fade
 Reliving Demons, currently at bay
 A Man who lost everything, and
 In that Loss, found someone
 He'd been Searching for, Oh, So Long Ago
 Tht person he lost,.....Himself
 Myself.....Where Has All The Time Gone