where I've been

Feeling so pulled thin

So many worries

Too many yarns to spin

A death in the family looms near

And a big test with a high failure rate has become a fear

But to make life better I must pass both test and interview

Once that is done, hopefully I'll be able to handle the lifestyle that will be new

Both mother and employee seem titles that will clash

I'm already so tired but it's necessary to avoid a money crash

If only I could just win the lottery or pch or something... lol