who cares

who cares about the abuse who cares that i've been used fuck me than fuck me again why not everyone else did i trusted you and you betrayed me you fucking monster i hope you burn in hell im hurt but they cant tell "i'm good" that s somthing i can sell no one knows but me and him even when i tried to let it go even when i tried to show i gave hints if this were the F.B.I you would have found finger prints that i left behinde so that maybe you might see what even the blind man sees im fighting a pain inside of my heart i wish this life could re-route its self you lieing abuser what did i ever do to you besides walk in your general area and breathe your air but as i ask myself this i realize others could be asking me the same question and i start to feel ashamed still this secret that i keep locked deep inside my soul no one will ever know that i had more than one abuser who cares about the abuse who cares what i've been through who cares that i always loose who cares that im in pain take a picture put it in a frame who cares what happens to me its all the same i hope thats enough hints for you know i dont have to say