Who was there for you?

Life can be confusing,
wondering what your abusing.
Who always had your back?
Do you know this for a fact?
Just the smallest voice can make a difference,
hard to leap over to large of a fence.
How deep is your pain?
What did you gain?
Have you grown?
Has it shown?
Why don't you just hear me out?
Just try to understand what this is all about.
You make me feel down,
But your the only one who can replace that frown.
Does this mean anything to you?
Would you bless my achoo?
I can't help but love you,
yet you make me fell broken in two.
Why won't this feeling go away?
Unable to bear this pain another day.
Its been so long,
why does it feel so wrong?
Do you truly have my back?
Would you just pick up the slack.
I'm feeling hurt because you shoved me over,
Yet you're still my lucky clover.
I wanna cry because it hurts to speak these words,
lifting up spirits like the wings of birds.
Hard to stay quiet,
When you're the reason my insides are causing a riot.
I'm ready to blink away my tears,
 Fight through my fears.