why?

I don't know why I feel this way
Or why I hurt so much
It's not something I can explain
Or something I can touch

Although I try I can't justify 
The feelings deep inside
there isn't a good reason 
For why I need to hide

My life is perfect so I'm told
So Why do I feel this way
Think of all the good things 
Its all that they can say 

But they don't understand 
I know my life is great
But that won't stop these feelings
It won't kill this hate!!!