"WHY"

Sometimes I sit and wonder, I sit and wonder WHY
WHY the person that is suppose to love me does nothing but make me cry
Does nothing but cause me pain and hurt me to the core
When all I wanted was Love but instead I got Hate More
I tried my best to fix it but it was broken to no return
Letting Go and Letting God was something I had to learn
I also wondered WHY and what I'm supposed to do
When they say it's just the liquor but yet I feel it's true
I feel like it is meant, I feel like it's intentional
It's done directly to my face, it's kinda 3 Dimensional
I have been lied on, scammed on, and had rumors spread about me
Whatever it took just to make another doubt me
Hated for me to shine, Always tried to put out my light
Always been wrong but convinced yourself you were right
Placing blame on me, Never admitting your faults
Telling lies and secrets, but want yours locked in a vault
Verbally abusive, sometimes physically too
But then you play the victim, how could that even be true
I often sit and wonder how you could cause so much trauma
Be so Evil, Hateful and Spiteful, and cause so much drama
I also wonder WHY, WHY this person is my Mama............