Why?

Is it insane to think that every cell in my body cannot stand the torture of your toxic mindset

My body quivers with disgust at your fake persona that you unravel every time she is in your presence.

I can barely bring a smile to my face.

Just thinking of the energy you have wasted to simply impress the notion that maybe,

Just maybe, she will come to terms with you.

Why do people manipulate their own minds, just to feel acceptance

Acceptance for what?

Feeding the ego, to make it feel loved

Filling the void of own self worth, with an unrealistic notion that,

Maybe, just maybe someone will accept me.