Why Me?

Haven't I been put through enough of this pain
This thing that's eating away from my soul
This thing that makes my throat sore and my eyes burn just by thinking about it
How could you share my innocents and take away my pride
How could you break me so low that I lied
Because you told me it wouldn't happen again from the first time
But you lied
Despised
I just want to hide
Inside my mind
Because at least in there they will listen
Your hands are like knives
Save your apologies for another time

I'm tired
I'm sad
I'm mad
Depressed
And want to just shut into myself
I can't just express how I feel because what I feel has disappeared completely.
I loved you like my own
But what a lie
Because if you did you wouldn't have touched me every night
While I'm in my mind asking why.
Why why why why why why
Why me
Why always me