Why The Both Of You & Not Me...?

Why did you both have to go & leave me behind...?
Why didn't you take me with you...?
Why wasn't I allowed to go with you both...?
It's driving me insane...
It's becoming a right puzzling quiz inside my brain...
Now what am I suppose to do...?
I wanted to die before you...
This you both knew...
So why both of you... & not me...?
It makes me angry, I'm also sad...
Honestly it's driving me mad...
I wanna die too...
I really wanna be with the both of you...
Call me selfish, Yes I am... But I don't give a dam...
I wanna know so bad, Why you both was taken from me...
No time to grief one at a time...
You both left me behind...
I wanted just a little more time...
Left in despair, grieving in solar air, Can't wait to met you there...
Still the question that haunts me is Why the pair of you & not me too...