Window's Web

Maybe if you pressed your face against the quartered panes glass you would see it as it was
Instead of letting your emotions stroke your consciousness and blinding your senses from love
Cuz I remember 
Just as the day was in it's now 
As I replay the days my thoughts are on rewind. I hit stop and play... and think how
How did I fall
How did I slip
How did I walk to the seal that inevitably closed the window of my heart and sealed the wound that I thought was fixed
Was I tricked? 
Was I spun into a web to await the death of my future to be stuck in my forever grave to lie still
I lie still
But only for protection.
Too many times have I handed people the stones....
But that's another story in its own
I lie still
I lie still but only for a moment 
As she touched my leg she touched my heart and in that time I swear she froze it
How is it that love as I knew it was only a figment of my imagination 
A painted portrait of what I thought I knew
That was then revealed by the touch of temptation 
I was awaken
To a sense that I've never known
A sixth sense of a strange love as I ventured away from an estranged love
This girl had my mind blown
My thoughts are arrayed and I can seem to think she's the only thing on my mind
I can't process my thoughts and my mind goes blank... I clear my head and my brain goes blind.
Let's rewind.
As I as I bend my knees and bow my head
I fold my hands together
I pray dear Lord my father
The one that reigns forever 
That if he saw fit to closely knit my soul with another being
That he would commit me to them a bond that couldn't just be identified with a ring
But
That he would tightly tie my heart with theirs 
And with one pulse our hearts will beat
That altogether our souls would tangle and like magnets our spirits will meet
And so I'm here
On the seal
Pressed against the window of her heart
Looking through the stained glass
Of her pained past
Yet I see beauty in her art
Beauty is her sculpture 
Formed from the essence of her tears
Yet with one touch she invited through her years
I fell
I slipped 
I lay in the seal that inevitably sealed the bond we made that day
I lie still in the heart that she allowed me to explore as she held my hand and led the way
I remember 
Just as the day was in it's now
The day she spun me me in her web
The capture I allowed.