Winter Friend

Please define absence, I fail to comprehend
Why Im surrounded by the icy air, I am the fire that wont transcend. 
As the season is cycling, the leaves will fall away.
Am I phased by the inevitable? That all will be grey?

Everything and everyone will decay.

All around, I see orange, yellow, brown, red.
When my heart was heavy, you cut me and I bled.
Like the season changes, those feelings are dead.
These leaves are alive, they help me keep my head. 
Because long ago, on a tragic day, you fled.

The cold wind will caress me.
The snow will kiss my skin.
This is my own little world.
Loneliness, where have you been?

You are my only friend.