Wish

I love you
Wish I didn’t sometimes
You are
A star away
You have no idea...
Maybe

I love you
I sincerely can’t help it
Stupid 
Yes l am
Too old for this...
Maybe

Stop analysing
Fearing
Doubting
Questioning
Avoiding
Being silent
Being busy
Being so damn infuriating
Absent
Hedging
Running
Just stop it
Start seeing

There’s nothing difficult here
I’ve made this simple
Because I’m so over running in
Considered, calm circles
I’m weary of camouflage...
Open
Feel something new
Try
It’s not what we have to lose
It’s what we might find

I wonder
if you read this...
I wonder...will you