WISH YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO GO SO SOON
I've been looking for you and you never come around anymore...
You left the living twenty-eight and a half years ago...
It's been almost twelve years since your spirit took the final decent...
Are you happy are you content?
I don't see Mom or Grandma anymore either...
What are you all doing that you can't come and greet me?
I know one day I will see what you see...
Is it the state of the world or is something keeping you away?
Can you hear my conversations of the heart?
Β I know one day I will be nothing more than spirit or energy just like you...
Will you still be there?
I don't know if I will see you ever again...
Will our paths cross and we'll be friends?
Will you always be my Brother?
Will everyone still be the same?
Is it better here or better there?
ββββββI didn't ask when I had the chance but, seeing you after you died felt like I was in a trance...
I didn't know what to say and I followed you but, I didn't see which way you went...
βββββThinking of you always...
Wish you didn't have to go so soon and so many times...
Hugs...
Your Sis...
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WOW!! FEATHERS!!......a truly compelling piece that leaves the reader wondering about the author!!....... I don't think this is a fiction...... and for me (it screams)....... my dreams are haunted by this scenario!!,..........I pray this unburdening hasΒ served you well!!.......a fine piece of poetic prose!!.......ALL STARS!!.......LOVE & ROCKETS!!......T xo β€
Hello Tony...
If it was fiction that would be a story of another time I'm sure...
I'm not haunted in my dreams...
I don't really have bad dreams , a little weird if I watch a horror movie before bed...
They all died kind of close together...
My Grandmother and my Brother died about 3 years apart and my Mom and Dad died 2 months apart...
Certain times of the year my heart hurts...
Thank you for your kind comment and support my friend!
Hugs...
Love & Rockets!!
Feathers
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FEATHERS!...I don't normally reply to replies... but......I have to say I am so sorry to hear these words from you....... It is one those things that we have both experienced and I feel I must support your comment..... having lost two younger sisters of my own.......I know the voices.....I know the unrest......I know the pain in the guts of your soul,.......IT JUST DOESN'T SEEM FU'KN fair!!!!!!!......I am so happy to see you writing girlfriend.... there are SO many of us that NEVER return!!.......I am sending my most powerfully energized thoughts your way this evening!!......LOTS n LOTS love dear poet sister!!.....I am Tony!!....... your ever-friend and admirer!!.......β€
Hello Tony...
I am very for your losses too my friend...
It's strange how we get touched in our own way...
You hear voices and I heard my Brother's footsteps and a glimpse of him going up the stairs in a place I lived about a half hour from my Mom and Dad years ago and the sweet smell of my Grandmother's scenscen and a couple of sweet dreams of my Mom...
They don't visit anymore...
I know you get it...
I appreciate your kind words very much...
Hugs again...
Feathers
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Hello Sis Cherie...
I learned the reason why their Ghosts were here...
But, they're Ghosts are gone and everything is so empty and unknown...
Living without the Ghosts is like living completely without them...
I don't know if there's anyone out there that can relate to what I'm talking about...
I didn't pray them away, oh I don't know maybe I did...
I didn't want them to get lost but, I didn't know they would have to leave and I don't know if I will see them again and if I do I would like them to visit without taking someone else away for a long time...
I found out my Brother's sick and we're the only two left other than Nieces, Nephews, Grandchildren and such...
Praise the Lord there's medicine he can take and he should be alright for a long time I know he wishes the same for me but, we know I don't get that chance and, we know it's inevitable there'll only be one of us left...
We've never been real competitive with each other before so this gives us a great reason...
If we're going to compete with each other what better than life?
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I hope by the Ghosts staying away right now is a good sign...
But, I wouldn't want to be surprised without a warning...
Like I said unless you know what I'm talking about it's probably coming out gibberish...
Thank you for your comment and support!
Hugs...
sparrowsong
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