With tears

The only coping mechanism I have is to feign coping
As I drove the miles from me to you, still hoping
But into arms I fell, you struggled to tell

I don't care if its the result of a choice that you made
In defence you felt need to degrade
But to the floor I fell, I hate this killer cell

I failed, i'm sorry, I could not be strong
Ashamed of what I did, you'd done so long
I needed you to tell, my eyes they only swell
With tears