wonders

Close my eyes like I am trying to rest,

Wondering if my dream could

Lend in my mind that if my

Late family could knock & come in

And give me back the happiness I lost

When they left me and remove the

Fears that kept no smile on my face , the devil that

Stole my  life .

Wondering if   I could’ve  had wings

And fly away if I got   hurt

If I got judged and wished that I could

Be who they wanted since I was lifeless

To repair spine not make it open

Old wound , sometime I wish

 If I   was so tiny and would hide under

The carpet because I rise the fastest

And fell the hardest from the subtle

Rock that gave me a birth mark on my face

Sometimes I wonder if my tears could dry before

They taste the surface of the earth,

Sometimes I wonder   if I could stop time

Ticking, I wonder if the world would get off

my shoulders but forget that I put it on

But when I open my eyes and see

A place where life is seen by one person

With no doors   of escape a trap that

Traps life FOREVER……………….

By: ML TLHAKO

That I was wondering in my

Imagination a place with no escape