YOU ARE MY BIRD

It's always love you
But never i love you 

I always sit in front of the window... and I stare blankly, trying to imagine you next to me To feel you close

To smell your scent.

To see your eyes and lose myself in them like I used to do once... To start crying and watch you panic trying to figure out what happened 

To feel your warm and innocent embrace 

I want to feel safe like I felt when you looked into my eyes and saw only sadness 

To fake a laugh trying to hide my feelings in the underworld of my heart 

To cry in your arms as I cried when I realized that you are a wounded soul who deserves more than what he had and has ..

To feel your sweet and harmless kisses 

Those kisses that soothed me every time I felt like everything was over 

I want to hear your angelic voice and childish laugh 

I want to see that godly face of yours

 I want to look at you, how you open up and show everyone what kind of heart you have and how much you care about others 

I want to see your flawed perfection 

 I will always love you, and you will have a place in my heart no matter what, even if maybe you won't or if you will disappear like a bird
traveling to warm shores.

​​​​​IulyaDP