You belief me right

I dont know what your asking
im a kid, im inlove, and my love is gone
Thats all i know .please whats wrong?
.....i just.... must you..really......im telling the truth...
........to he no trust.
i already said, read, and wrote my statement
One argument. We talked, we agree to meet,
Before a hi, We kissed, hug, 
and said i love you with out words.. 
A second after our i love you,
she turned around. So i too turned, 
put my hands in the air said god here we go. 
Shes mad... Shes sad ...has no dad 
and im her man....i think this is bad... 
then i turn and dont see her. 
again i turn and nothing So now im torn. 
But still turning and torned now i sound the horn..
When i realize that water was underneath us.
I thought then she went lost 
when fell to water Under us. 
my love dead or lost 
and you thing my love i toss??.  
All you badges of bad rashes 
slashing but really smashing. 
Not one is me. not one wants best for me. 
You want answer .?...I want answers..???
im the one with the questions..
And the one only one been question.
I lost my love you lost my trust 
soon my hands will feel handcuffed 
but right now your ok with just stuff 
that will make it tuff. 
Because you train to be ruff.
But training dosent remove to love.
Your in looks of who to not let rest
Even your look, looks like test. 
With hopes to have an arrest
Instead of a hope of accidental death.
Like all rash how long before i ash.
My heart akes, noices its starting make
Before a second death" 
please help it I belief its broken 
for god please....its broken!
for god sake my love was taken 
Fell if im not mistaken
God gracious can no one tell. 
You make me chill that this story i have yo sell
And not one said hi to me" or if im ok".
So be real about this i feel. 
No one is saying bye regardless of what i say 
no one is going to buy.my truth.
Because truth dont make news. 
You want lies the ones that sell headlines.
If from start of rash you trash my truth for a lie.
Then i hope my love is alive and you die.
Maybe start by turning that lie into truth ..
So badges of heartless. 
I bet all my truth, 
youll find not ONE to be true.
Agains any of your lies becoming true.
Common donut people 
still haven't found  who keeps making holes 
on your donut rolls
And i see you your been rude 
That comes in manuel with rules.
If i die are u going to handcuff 
and read me my rights 
Then beat me already dead 
Because to you i choose to plea the 5th 
When trully i plead my heart was bleed.
And the 5th was no choice 
wen dead man has no voice
You choose to find joy.
but who cares what i say. 
Im going to jail in may 
and coming out when i die the next day.. 
If up to the world  me and her will never meet 
You dont even feel a little cut for what was done.
No one you son of god...