you don't belong here

Now you are able to see the distance
you have created with your own god
now you are able to measure it
the wall that has become broad

You wanted to be someone else
so you mocked your own existence
and now you are far away from yourself
that was god rewarding your persistence

Do you have everything you needed?
Or still you carve for a life in your life ?
does your bodily presence fulfill you
or there is always a mental strife ?

I had already warned you darling
never become what you are not
you will lose everything your soul possess
you will invite destruction of every sort