Hope Do Not Forsake Me.

Serene calmness of blue
 Swallowed by the red of fury and 
The blackness of desolation.
Layer upon layer of confusion, 
Fear and despair.
Like falling down a well,
 Cold and dark 
Ancient,stony walls slick with algae.
A foothold an impossibility. 
The sun's golden rays teasing
 With their glorious fingers.
Far from me in my dark prison
That has become a madness. 
A personal dungeon 
Of the uncontrollable emotions
Ripping through the fragile membranes
 Between reason and insanity.
Replacing sunshine with eternal rain.
Extinguishing the feeble flame  within..
Once a fire.. now a mere flickering ember.
Until I fear there will be nothing left.
My soul, heavy hearted in its final 
Inevitable abandonment .
Renunciation of the shell
That was once a woman.