Your essence

Here I stand dejected midway confined in this crowded place. Tears descending on my face. My abyss of a carcass consumed by The Emptiness of my chest. Feeling the force of my heartbeat, hearing the echo of its pulsation. Trembling as I try to uphold my bearing on my damaged, weak knees. Needing to be veiled by your embrace. The physical Touch of your hand to my face. Longing for more than just your tender essence. Wishing, hoping praying for us on the same dimension able to reunite. Pain by the reality of far, in such a type distance. No longer capable to hold you and hug you, And my stressing problems of the day To you, I can no longer vent and convey. I miss you more than you could ever know I relive and suffer your departure every Single day. Time can never make this separation okay. Without you, life just isn't the same. I miss you so much; I need here Mom....