Your Words

Falling down inside

I strive to catch my breath

This detestation  is more torturing than death

with every foul word, my stomach stirs

piercing like a dagger through my heart

your words

Why would you turn truth into lies?

As if to contempt and poison my mind

With each passing sentence from you

my soul maliciously burns

Nothing can compare to the pain 

your words

Blasphemy boils within me

how I wish I could be vindictive

just to give you a taste of the pain you've inflicted 

Continue your leering

so verbally shrewd

its just what I need

a small nudge, a small push to the ledge

give me more fuel

Patiently waiting for my chance to discern

Ignoring the malice of your voice

letting it seep in, letting it burn

And soon, the pain will become strength

an immutable stone 

because of your words