The Abyss

     Monotony is not the reason for the nosedive into the gray. This crash and burn starts when you see the gray ahead and become engulfed in the belief that everyone else wakes up to ribbons of color. Do not divide your life into "them" and "you", with the child-like mentality that you are more important than you are. To be depressed does not make you unique.

     You can do anything except backslide. Let the demons that haunt you scare you away from the abyss that you could so easily slip into. Get angry at your past, be mad; but make sure you know this anger is not forever. Craft yourself into someone you will no longer cast anger at. Remember that depression is consuming and gray. Even when the bad days turn into bad weeks, be thankful that each day holds its own hells, and that everything is not the same.