article - unwise wish and other things

If you wish me thousand years life by your hearty bless it would be futile, my creativeness decay to touch highest peak  of human misery and sadness , and repeatative worst fact neither reach to gaol nor inspire more

To do miracles, in such long period I must  be crazy with words and somewhere catch glimpses of fact and I yell with extreme joy like archemedies  yureka!!yureka as if I got my souls acknowledgement of

Being immortal or my name must be shortlisted for grand literary prize of noble award but it has age bar

Of sixty or seventy, it must be occurred then, to die calmly rest in peace soul  in west abbey minister gracefully.

I think thousand years too much little period before my dreams and desires, it never dies inside me,even after that I am unknown about it , that never lasting something inside me but I anfear after death it  would be vanish and then why I stuck ti this heartless cruel world? but death will compels  to leave and forget , so how many times emotionally you experience death , that is not enough to quit and born newly as new man,never on death bed counting days as tomarrow morning I would not be in this world,in jail acute lonliness and maning space and horrible darkness not gave realization of death? in your home like discarded by relatives not realize bitter experience? Your life saved after an accident or your most dearest left you alone and gone, it is only possible by death so I think it is foolish to bestow me long life, why don’t I say now enough is enough  and ready to close the book of life and sleep, I said everything in that book and wrote last chapter to put it before world. That is not full stop indication, I must search, contemplate on signs of immortality of soul, nothing made me dwell in heaven, then ever I doubted this heaven is only false illusion? and  it reminds only criteria to live life better and with full consciousness.

Long life for what> you must solve this math in time before death master waiting to usurp your paper, you only learned to do what ring master told to do in circus because you have to live life only never hope freedom of forest you have to wake up for every show and do it without opposing, your problems of paining limbs and body never listen , that day is your last day when you are unable to do performance before people,like that we human beings also living till retire, when you consider misfit, unable, unqualified for the job then you are consider useless man in world and nobody has time for you to listen your woes.

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 ---   Here once again talk on money moral relation and what is humanity what is love has no existence

Without it, you have to use it for others generously , and names of these doing only empty big

Qualities without money is your existence counted? Poverty has no chance to be rich without selling moral values and this conditioned deeply in human mind immorality, dishonesty disloyality  not permitted or allow by your conscience mind. You will see nude bird ,fish all animals but not human  it is supposed to be sin and those deep rooted do”s and nots. Poors are nude by poverty and rich are crazy of love and in quest of that become insane, abnormal, beggar why?

Is love is very hard to get sanjivani, not cheap thing to sell in street what is place of sanitation that so costly and become holy because of everybody’s birth place and layer nobody try to search real identity once he born on earth by womb.

Don’ts  later harassed you because of mind then question arise is soul is god which has knowledge of good and bad without taught in any school very ignorant man also knows this moral conduct which makes us differ from beast or creature then how come every religion’s gods taught us inhumanity?

Cruelity malicious mind each one preserve for others it has become one type of historical war and competition that motivates to do evil things they are maniacly indulge in enhance their population opposing vascotomy.  And become frantic to protect own reiigion as given inheritance.