Beneath the shadows

I sit and watch the flames of the fire cascade across the chimney walls, it's embers casting vivid orange hues. ItsĀ easy to get lost in the memories I chose to forget. If I would allow myself a littleĀ reprieve to believe that it was not my fault, perhaps then I would not continue this vicious cycle of blame that I have claimed as my own. If I could understand the psyche of an emotionally absent father, the irational fearsĀ of a co-dependent mother, the reckless behaviourĀ of a rebellious sister, perhaps...Perhaps then these photographs depicting a happy family unit would not be such a bitter pill to swallow. Perhaps if these photographs didn't conjur images of heated arguments, slamming doors, soul-wrenching tears, shattering glass...loneliness..perhaps.Maybe then blame would not reside heavily on my tired shoulders, maybe then the shadows that lie beneath the ashes of this family portrait would not cause my soul to cry.Ā
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Heartbreaking write.
On a path to healing. Thank u for reading.
sad poem very emotional and deep feelings good write linda very honest