Bittersweet

Her touch a rush I still chase 
her touch lost from chasing others 
Others touch couldn't compare how dare I chase anothers 
She's gone now and I'm all alone missing our home 
now 
Others here now and I'm all alone missing the one that 
mattered 
I'm laying in a bed I made and I cannot ever get comfortable now 
I'm alone now and wondering how I couldn't  see what 
mattered 
She was taken for granted and I take full responsibility for my actions or lack of 
She deserved way better but I never figured out how to change for the better 
She's gone now and the growth from the pain of her loss I have endured seemed so natural 
She's gone forever and the pleasure from the growth cannot be celebrated for I have lost my true love