Bleeding Heart!

She Was nothing special. Not Beautiful not even average. She Loved a Boy And He loved her. They were together and she felt nothing would ever tear them apart. They went days weeks months of being together having there is no downs as most do. A special love a simple bond. She clenched to him as if her life depended on it. Silly girl she was so young and Had so much life to live. There was just something about the boy His green eyes his warm hugs his loving embrace, He would hold her like he never wanted to let go. The years past and They were happy. Never apart always hand in hand heart to heart. She was 17 As was he. They knew there love would never end that it would last for ever. 

    Spring of 06 They married Still so young It was may and they were so excited Marriage and there own place together. Nothing could tear them apart. Such deep passion. A love like no other a bond so strong no one could come between them. Fights began He started staying gone Night and weekends. He was her bad boy but she loved him so she stayed. She for gave him. She loved a Boy who Loved to make mistakes. Never another woman that she could see or tell of. But he had another love one she was unaware of. Nights went by days and months they lived on and off for two years. Finally They moved And Lived in a House of there own. Troubles only grew worse. He had a love not for women but for other dark things, Things she was so blind and unaware of. He would also leave her for other things. Stay gone late into the night or not come home at all but he for gave him. She only wanted him with her she was happy when he would come back to her. He would hold her close and make her feel as if she was the only person in the world. She got older and Started to see the truth behind the late nights and over nights. She grew up and sadly he Remained the same.

  She wanted children so bad she would of done anything. They were sad to find out she was unable to have children. That dream slipped away from her and she slowly began to become ok with it. Years past and Only Fina fight lead to a Long separation. Which lead to a depression She cried and Would lay alone. They would talk here and there but nothing could seem to keep them apart love Kept them together living apart for nearly a year and a half. They eventually got back together. He promised her the world and to never leave her side agian. She believed him she trusted him. Later down the line she learned of his lies and unfaithfulness while they were apart learning he had a child with another. She Became alright with it after awhile and slowly he gained Some custody of a little boy. She fought right by his side in and out of court for that child as if he was her own. She loved that child and they created a special bond.

     Years past and she got over any type of hate she had for him for being unfaithful. She had a big heart and forgave but she never truly gave him her whole heart back in fear he would hurt her agian. She could always feel he was going to leave her side as he always did. Sadly she was right. Summers came and gone and One Spring She was placed in the hospital from a dog attack He did not stay by her side. He wasn't here for her when she came home. She was alone and lonly. She begged him to stay with her to lay with her. He had became cold and dark a evil had came upon him so strong she started to see she had lost the boy she loved. He had some how turned into a man she couldn't trust a man she didn't know. Of all the nights He would leave her side and stay gone She learned of his second love. Her name was Meth! She was evil And the devil. She had over took him and created a dark person out of someone she knew and loved. She begged him to stay by her side. She begged him to stay but he left. He walked out of her life leaving her to never see the little boy she fell in love with and leaving her Side as he promised he never would. He left her Sitting there and Left her with a Bleeding Heart!