CHRISTMAS EVE

Too quiet Sparrow. It's a strange Christmas this year. There certainly have been a lot of changes. We have to leave next week. I am aware of that. Sometimes, timing is everything and sometimes we just have to do things because we have to do them. I feel empty. Empty? I miss some things, but not everything. I wish we didn't have to make such difficult decisions. I guess I was hoping that maybe he would have seen how much he really hurt you and may have felt bad about it. What difference would that make? Maybe he would see that it he was wrong on the levels of everything always having to be his way. He was very proud of his accomplishments and not even care a little bit about you. He's been lying to you all these years hasn't he? WOW...Well Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to you too Sparrowsong. I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings. Merry Christmas...

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