Daddy Broke his little girl's heart

As a child I've seen things and heard things that are just now starting to make since. I was born unto a single mother who tried to force a relationship upon me and my father I remember feeling like more of his stepchild than his daughter. I don't have any memories with him where he didn't ask about my mom and her boyfriends, he never asked about me or try to get to know me from a child I was scorned and left with emotional scars that will never heal. I text and called to try to build a relationship but I got no replies back money became a struggle in my house with one text I simply asked for some money not even much and then my phone lit up like fireworks on the 4th of July with message after message every message more painful and hurtful than the rest. I finally got to see what his true feelings were. I was told I wasn't his daughter and I was a whore just like my mother at the age of 14 my father the man I never really knew ripped out the little heart I had left and stepped all over it. I tried my hardest to move on from it but for the longest I stayed in my room depressed never speaking my mind blank and my voice gone.I had nothing left to say