dead inside

Im standing, at the edge of a bridge. waiting for the right time to jump, the right time to end the daily pain. the never ending pain, that gets worse each and everyday. If i did jump, would you miss me? would you care? no, didnt think so..who'd be there to catch me? you? no. As the days go by i realise you were the only one who understood, the only one who cared. save me, im stuck in a hole, i cant get out..until one day i just fade away. nobody notices that im gone, nobody really cares. remember when it was you and me against the world, i miss that. i wont ever have that bond again..you were the one i loved the most, but now that your gone im gone. dead inside. you cant find me not that im gone, dont try to find me, you wont.