Deaths Moon. Part Two.

       Slowly opening my eyes.. I realize that the night was still upon me...? With the bead of sweat dripping out of my skin I gripped the reality of it. It was all just a dream.. It was the same one from the night before.. Just another dream. With a quick look out my window the Moon was red.. I heard the calling yet again.

   I didn't understand what was going on. The same thing always happened. The sun would fall and the night would rise. Just as the screams would. It all started when I turned 15 years old. Once I fell into a deep sleep, I wasn't here anymore. I was still in the same place that my body was resting. However it seemed like, I was in a place far far away. England? France maybe? I have not the clue. I do know that I was not at home. The screaming started as soon as I awoke in this place of trance. I was walking down the street and the next thing you know I'm ripping people into pieces. Ripping out their throats with mere ease, slashing their bodies like scissors to paper with my nails an nothing but a smile on my face, and I could feel their screams filling me with happiness...

        Now its been every night for the last 3 years. Well almost 3 years. I will be 18 in a week. I have a feeling that this Birthday is going to be a not so pleasant one. I have to keep telling myself its not me. 

        It just wasn't me. Doing all of this.. This bloodshed. My mother would always assure me that they were just visions that I was having from watching the t.v before going bed. Blaming them on horror movies. The way these people died would leave my face stained from the tears I have cried while in my sleep. These weren't dreams these were nightmares that I had no control over. I couldn't control myself. The tormenting of these people.. The tragedies I'm conflicting into their lives.. The families that have lost the ones they love.. Horrifyingly terrible.. I would be devastated if I ever lost any of my family members.

     But how can I actually feel the pain if they are all in fact just dreams...It just didn't seem right. The faces would vanish right before the sunrise. As if never their at all. Leaving only a blooded mess in my mind. Why must I have these torturous nightmares..