Defeated My Demons

I remember hitting rock bottom in life
so low and alone i wanted to end my strife

I became mentally dysfuctional i forgot who i were
lost in depths of depression life became one big blare
so scared of not finding a way to figure this shit out
screaming loud but no one heard the words out my mouth

I had my head in my hands not understanding any of this
This was one of lifes moments of a massive break down crisis

but then i got my head around what was going on
it was drug an alcohol misuse my head blew like a bomb
Bad habits can creep up on you when you least expect it
all the years of living the wild life grabbed my health an wrecked it

but guess what. Who made a change an got better?
Me thats who. Now i shine like the day of a summers weather
picked my self up and brushed off all the thick dust
of course i had to do something it was a case of a needs must

i overcame a mental instability then balanced out my life
no more bad habits yes life changer to a new height
back then was a fright but i no i can overcome anything
now i see the better picture an my No1 priorities mean everything

if you believe, then the mind can achieve
the mind is a powerful tool, use it wisely, dont be a fool

Fiancee and daughter mean everything to me
they give me reason to be all that i can be

Thanks for reading, keep writing keep believeing
Ill treasure my gifts till the day i stop breathing ❤