Dew's last moments

I close my eyes hoping for a quick escape
My body is broken
I ask myself "I'm I a broken doll without my puppeteer?"
I have no master to hold me up
No one of my own
Everyone whom I love are all gone
I lay body too numb to feel the pain
Where did this all begin?
I could not escape the disease
It's the one that caused me to be alone
Haha to be dying alone I must say
I used to be scared living a life of constantly watching who around me was gonna die next
Somehow I always knew I'd go last.
I've always been last
I was the last of 3 kids
The last in our race in high school
And the list goes on
I wish I'd listen more to my granny
As I lay here in my last moment I remember her saying "Dew when it's your time I'd come meet you and take you back home to heaven to meet again with our family"
Tears I had not shed since my granny die came down the corners of my eyes when I saw a bright light came with the familiar honey smile of my grandmother who kept her promise. "Welcome child we've been waiting".