~Done~

Yeahh I'm Smiling Buhh Don't Let Me Fool You Look Into Mhy Eyes... I'm Breaking On The Inside... No Amount Of Sleep Can Cure The Tiredness I'm Feeling... Depression Is Like A War Either You Win Or Die Trying... I'm The Type Of Girl That Takes Others Out Of Suicide Thoughts Buhh Having The Hardest Time Doing That For Myself... I Tell Others How Nice, Sweet, And Beautiful They Are Because I Don't Want Them To Feel The Same Way I Feel The Exact Opposite...I'm Busy Saving Other People Buhh I Can't Even Save Myself... TIERD.. TIRED Of Trying... TIRED Of Hoping.. TIRED Of Coping... TIRED Of Iyt All I'm Just To TIRED AND DONE... Faking A Smile Is Sooo Much Easier Then Explaining Why I Am Sad... Yess I Am Depressed And No I Can't Just Get Over It... I Can't Describe What I'm Feeling Right Now I Know I'm Not Happy I Know That Buhh I'm Not Exactly Sad Either I'm Caught Between All These Emotions And I Feel Empty... I Hide My Scars With I'm Fine... I Keep Things Inside Because I Feel Its The Safest Place To Hide.. WHEN I SAY IM OKAY I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO LOOK ME IN THE EYES HUG ME AND TELL ME I KNOW YOUR NOT... I Wish Today Iyt Will Rain All Day
Maybe That Will Kinda Make The Pain Go Away
Trying To Forgive You For Abandoning Me
Praying But I Think I'm Still An Angel Away
Angel Away, Yeah Strange In A Way
Maybe That Is Why I Chase Strangers Away
They Got Their Guns Out Aiming At Me
But I Become Neo When They're Aiming At Me
Me, Me, Me Against Them
Me Against Enemies, Me Against Friends
Somehow They Both Seem To Become One
A Sea Full Of Sharks And They All Smell Blood
They Start Coming And I Start Rising
Must Be Surprising, I'm Just Surmising
I Win, Thrive, Soar, Higher, Higher, Higher
More Fire...
 I Am Not A Word, I Am Not A Line
I Am Not A Girl That Can Ever Be Defined
I Am Not Fly, I Am Levitation
I Represent An Entire Generation
I Hear Their Criticism Loud And Clear
That Is How I Know That The Time Is Near
So We Become Alive In A Time Of Fear
And I Ain't Got No Motherfucking Time To Spare
Cry My Eyes Out For Days Upon Days
Such A Heavy Burden Placed Upon Me.... I Quote From The Song Fly Because All I Wanna Do Is Win, Fight, Conquer, Thrive, To Win, To Survive To Prosper To Rise And To FLYYYYYYYYY..... My Silence Is Just Another Word For My Pain... I Say I'm Fine Buhh Inside I'm Screaming Out Help Mhe... Isn't Iyt Sad That I Been Hurt So Many Times That I Can Say I'm Use To It.???  I'm Tired Of Crying, I'm Tired Of Yelling, I'm Tired Of Being Sad, I'm Tired Of Pretending, I'm Tired Of Being Alone, I'm Tired Of Being Angry, I'm Tired Of Feeling Crazy, I'm Tired Of Feeling Stuck, I'm Tired Of Needing Help, I'm Tired Of Remembering, I'm Tired Of Missing Things, I'm Tired Of Being Soo Damn Different, I'm Tired Of Missing People, I'm Tired Of Feeling Worthless, I'm Tired Of Feeling Empty Inside, I'm Tired Of Just Not Being Able To Let Go, I'm Tired Of Wishing I Could Start Over, I'm Tired Of Dreaming Of A Life I Can't Have And Most Of All I'm Tired Of Just Being Tired... Buhh I Remind Myself That Iyts Okayy To Not Be Perfect... I Know The Darkness Enough To Appreciate The Light... Read Between The Lines... I'm Going Insane= I'm Fine, I'm Breaking Inside= I'm Okay, It's Destroying Mhe= It's Nothing, Please Help Mhe= Don't Worry About It, I'm In So Much Pain= Things Are Going Good... If You Could Read Mhy Mind It Would Bring Yhu To Tears Just Like How It Brought Mhe To Tears 
It's Like Don't Worry About Mhe Fighting With You.. You Should Bhe Worried About If I Stop Fight With You That Means It's To The Point We Are Not Nothing To Fight For Anymore...
People Dont Have The Energy Nor Have Time To Fight For Mhe... Is This Even Worth Iyt.??? Is This Worth My Tyme.??? Am I Worth Anyone  Time.??? Sick Of All This Pointless Arguing What's The Reason... Just To See Who Can Hurt The Most Feeling.. When They Feelings Never Get Hurt Just Mine.. My Feelings Get Hurt The Most And It Always Lock Mhe Down.. Physically, Mentally, And Emotionally Tired... Theres A Difference Between Giving Up And Knowing When You Had Enough.. 
I Don't Get Tired Of Loving I Just Get Tired Of Waiting, Assuming, Hearing Lies, Saying Sorry And Hurting...